my sun [&&] m00n

my w0rld kinda rev0lvesz ar0und these 2 bitchesz[!]
uugghh last c0uple 0f m0nthsz kinda w0uld have been supa l0st w/0ut em[!]
we have been thru everythin 2getha fr0m arguin
[&&]
b0ut 2 fight
[&&]
b0ysz
[&&]
girlsz<<--[i kn0w were a bit wild] lmfa0
[&&]
pregnancy
[&&]
sex talk
l0l guessz u get da p0int anythin dat isz everythin me [&&] my bitchesz have talked ab0ut it all
i kn0w n0 matter wat i can alwaysz c0unt 0n these 2 wh0resz 4 ne thing [&&] everythin[!]

diggy-->>[da cuzz0]
man we have been thru it all besidesz da fact
dat were cuzz0sz ur like my big sissy[!]
i fuckin l♥ve u s0 hard [&&] itsz n0t nuffin ne b0dy can say n0r d0 2 change dat fact[!] u have alwaysz been there 4 me thru0ut it all
family pr0blemsz<<--[kinda have n0 ch0ice] lmfa0
[&&]
b0ysz-->>[d0nt get me started wit these l0sersz]
[&&]
girlsz<<--[uugghh dey r hella stupid]
[&&]
fake friendsz-->>[yup we all g0t em] l0l

d0nt kn0w where i w0uld have been these last 8teen yrsz w/0ut ya big headed assz [&&] datsz real shit[!]
m0re den ne b0dy i kn0w i can alwaysz call u 2 get a laugh wen im feelin d0wn 0r jusz wen i need sum1 2 talk 2[.]
kinda can tell u shit
i neva th0ught b0ut tellin ne1;)
guessz dat makesz u s0rta kinda special l0l
man i can g0 0n 4eva b0ut h0w much u mean 2 me
but i d0nt want u feelin like ur my
fav0rite girly n da wh0le wide w0rldy
lmfa0 0k we l0sersz but every1 l0vesz usz[!!]

Ravy Baby<<--[da sissy]
da big blaq sisz l0l
y0 shawty 0n sum real shit
i l♥ve u [&&] s0 n0t ashamed
u mean s0 much 2 me[!]
man i cant believe n these last c0uple 0f m0nthsz we have g0tten s0000 cl0se again
2 b h0nest didnt think n a milli0n yrsz dat w0uld happen again;)
m0st ppl w0uldn`t even have kn0wn dat we didn`t talk 4 damn near 2 yrsz asz cl0se asz we r
i can tell u everythin sum shit i d0nt even kn0w y i think b0ut it i kn0w i can alwaysz call u [&&] ya assz alwaysz g0t an aswer 4 it l0l
lil kn0w it all assz lmfa0
s0 patiently waitin 4 my nephew 0r niece 2 arrive
yuppersz im b0ut 2 b an0tha aunty l0l
jusz kn0w dat wen eva u need sumthin 0r sum1 2 talk 2 u can alwaysz call me-->>[asz if u d0nt already] lma0

d0uble b`sz 0n u bitchesz
[&&]
we all we eva had:)

m[&&]m pr0dukti0nsz
mind 0va matter
d0uble b`sz d0nt mind
cuz u silly bitchesz d0nt matter[!]

finally [MINE]

i c0uld really scream 4 fuckin j0y lmfa0
finally at last ur MINE;)
yup u bitchesz heard it rite all mine [&&] i put disz 0n everythin he`sz n0t g0in anywhere[!]
w0rked 2 hard 2 get him [&&] i b damn if all dat fuckin w0rk jusz g0 d0wn da mutha fuckin drain[.]
Man i d0n`t think any1 really understandsz h0w happy i`am right ab0ut n0w
like im s0 0ver excited dat i d0n`t even kn0w wat 2 write i feel like keep writin he`sz mine he`sz mine lmfa0
♥♥Nique [&&] Karl♥♥
w0w such a fuckin ringer l0l
January 24^th 2008 i`m 0fficially finally truly HAPPY[!]
n0w i can smile [&&] mean every w0rd i`m thinkin while im smilin;)
alth0ugh i have 0nly kn0wn u 4 a few m0nthsz disz s0rta kinda feelsz like da real deal[!]
0mg u sh0uld have heard da way u s0unded wen i finally said
yea u my b0y
u s0unded super nerv0usz l0l[!]
i wasz sh0cked cuz i th0ught u wasz a G [&&] babe G`sz d0nt get nerv0usz lma0
jusz had 2 write 2 let da w0rld-->>[Naji] dat da shawty i been pl0ttin 0n isz finally MINE[!!]

da peanut butter 2 my jelly[!]

Best Friendsz[?]
l0l u bitchesz isz stupid m0re like
Sistasz[!]
neva truly believed it wen dey said "peanut butter isnt rite w/0ut jelly"
but since shawty came n2 my life kinda can relate 2 dat lil qu0te[!] yuppersz lil bitch isz sumthin like my 0tha half[!]
diggsz h0w i can act a t0tal fuckin f00l ar0und her [&&] she still l♥vesz me;)
l♥ve h0w 1 min i can b a muthafuckin G [&&] shit [&&] da next b bitchin gettin all em0ti0nal [&&] she neva laugh ab0ut it 0r say nuffin-->>[2 me at least] lmfa0
d0nt want shawty 2 think dat since i g0t 0tha friendsz i 4g0t b0ut her sh0rt assz cuz datsz neva da case
ur kinda 2 [dare i say it] imp0rtant 2 4g0t
but since i wasz 12 u`ve been da lil sisz i alwaysz wanted alth0ugh i have my 0wn i alwaysz need 1 dat i c0uld talk 2 b0ut everythin [&&] we c0uld stay up all nite sharin MY secretsz l0l
cuz l0rd kn0wsz u neva had shit 2 share but a laugh here [&&] there lmfa0[!]
shit seemsz real weird 2 me cuz i cant rememba eva havin a friend [&&] n0 matter wat we stayed friendsz thru 0ut everythin da g00d [&&] bad da laughsz [&&] criesz[.]
s0 im n0t sure if shesz da lucky 1 0r if i am
yea man she lucky lma0
it d0nt seem like jusz 6 yrsz ag0 we were c0mplete strangasz Naisha Savage neva existed n my w0rld
Dominique Th0mas had n0 meanin n her life[!]
but s0me h0w n between cr0ssin 0ver fr0m 1 sk00l 2 da next we met [&&] i guessz u can say da rest isz truly hist0ry[!]
kinda l0st 4 w0rdsz right n0w feelin like i need 2 take a nap [&&] wen i wake up if m0re shit hit me i will b sure 2 update da bl0gger;)

everything i am isz bcuz 0f [u]

guessz disz isz my thank u n0te 2 [u] bcuz everythin i am 2day isz all thanxx 2 [u]
kinda thinkin i d0nt kn0w if i w0uld b da pers0n i am 2day if [u] didn`t put me thru all da shit [u] did[!]
damn shawty n a way im glad we went thru everythin we did cuz i believe dat isz where i picked up all disz strength[!] yuppersz
str0ng enuff 2 walk away wen i need 2
[&&]

str0ng enuff 2 say fuck it jusz wen i had enuff
[&&]

str0ng enuff 2 leave b4 i am left regardlessz 0f da situati0n
[&&]

deff hella str0ng enuff 2 l♥ve n0ne wh0 d0n`t l0ve me[!]

basically feelin like [u] were da best thing dat c0uld have happened 2 my ♥[.]

1 p0int i kinda ha8ed disliked u super hard cuz 0f da way [u] did me but

0nce all wasz d0ne [&&] i had time 2 think ab0ut it i actually l♥ved [u] a lil bit m0re[.]

g0tta admit im still kinda gettin 0va u but itsz a w0rk n pr0cess [&&] sl0wly but surely im d0in it
[&&] deff d0in it all wit a smile acr0ssz my face;)

s0 here it g0esz
thanxx 4 bein da BITCH [u] were 2 me
[&&]
thanxx 4 treatin me like i wasnt shit 2 [u]
[&&]
thanxx 4 makin me feel hella ugly
[&&]
thanxx 4 bringin my esteem d0wn
[&&]
thanxx 4 lettin me kn0w [u] w0uld neva l♥ve me
[&&]
m0st imp0rtantly thanxx 4 makin me da str0ng blaq female i am 2day[!]

pretty much thinkin
[u] were a BITCH 2 me s0 sum1 else c0uld treat me right
[&&]
[u] treated me like i wasnt shit s0 sum1 else c0uld sh0w me h0w a PRINCESSz isz supp0sed 2 b treated
[&&]
[u] made me feel ugly s0 sum1 else c0uld sh0w me h0w BEAUTIFUL i actually am
[&&]
[u] br0ught my esteem d0wn s0 sum1 else c0uld h0ld my head up s0 high
[&&] teach me neva 2 let any1 else bring it d0wn
[&&]
[u] didn`t l♥ve me n0t bcuz i wasnt g00d enuff 4 [u] but bcuz u knew i c0uld replace [u] n a hawt sec0nd
[&&]
i am str0ng n0t bcuz 0f wat [u] did 2 me but bcuz 0f wat i all0wed [u] 2 d0 [&&] wat i b0unced baq fr0m;)

yuppersz shawty pretty much feelin like she deff da fuckin deal;)

shesz a very freaky girl[!]

usher kinda g0t me n da m00d 2 call u [&&] ask u 2 cum 0va "pr0tected" l0l s0 funny but hella true[!]
listenin 2 disz s0ng-->>[d0 it 2 me]
jusz kinda sittin here thinkin ab0ut da lyricsz [&&] feelin da meanin 0f da wh0le s0ng[!]
kinda wanna jusz call u [&&] say n da w0rdsz 0f usher
"d0 it 2 me i wanna feel u t0ch my b0dy baby b0dy baby
d0 it 2 me[.]
i guarantee u w0nt regret it
let me set it 0ut like u aint neva had it d0 it 2 me[.]
i want u 2 grab me talk 2 me tell me h0w u like it where u want it wen u all up 0n it b00[!] d0 it 2 me
i wanna give it 2 u were g0nna make disz a nite 2 rememba"[!]

kinda sh0cked dat thisz s0ng kinda mean disz much 2 me wen jusz b4 it wasz jusz a n0rmal s0ng i sung cuz i l♥ved da temp0 he sung it n[.]
pretty weird if u ask me l0l[!]asz da s0ng g0esz 0n repeat 0n my i`p0d im kinda gettin n2 da w0rdsz m0re [&&] m0re
yuppersz he d0ne went [&&] made an0tha p0int wen he said
"b00 i cant wait
im tired 0f thinkin b0ut it
speakin ab0ut it
baby itsz time 2 b ab0ut it
turn 0ff da litesz
take 0ff ya cl0thesz
jump n da bed [&&] let it fl0w
squeezin, h0ldin, bittin, scratchin, spankin, screamin
pullin my hair wen u mean it [&&] everythin g0esz"[!!]

cant believe disz isz me lil dee`dee sayin all these gr0wn up w0rdsz [&&] thinkin these explicit th0ughtsz lma0
damn im b0ut 2 call u but super scared 2 say th0se w0rdsz 2 u kinda jusz need 2 c u [&&] chill wit u[.] have sum 1 0n 1 time[!]