Tuesday, January 22, 2008

everything i am isz bcuz 0f [u]


guessz disz isz my thank u n0te 2 [u] bcuz everythin i am 2day isz all thanxx 2 [u]
kinda thinkin i d0nt kn0w if i w0uld b da pers0n i am 2day if [u] didn`t put me thru all da shit [u] did[!]
damn shawty n a way im glad we went thru everythin we did cuz i believe dat isz where i picked up all disz strength[!] yuppersz
str0ng enuff 2 walk away wen i need 2
[&&]

str0ng enuff 2 say fuck it jusz wen i had enuff
[&&]

str0ng enuff 2 leave b4 i am left regardlessz 0f da situati0n
[&&]

deff hella str0ng enuff 2 l♥ve n0ne wh0 d0n`t l0ve me[!]

basically feelin like [u] were da best thing dat c0uld have happened 2 my ♥[.]

1 p0int i kinda ha8ed disliked u super hard cuz 0f da way [u] did me but

0nce all wasz d0ne [&&] i had time 2 think ab0ut it i actually l♥ved [u] a lil bit m0re[.]

g0tta admit im still kinda gettin 0va u but itsz a w0rk n pr0cess [&&] sl0wly but surely im d0in it
[&&] deff d0in it all wit a smile acr0ssz my face;)

s0 here it g0esz
thanxx 4 bein da BITCH [u] were 2 me
[&&]
thanxx 4 treatin me like i wasnt shit 2 [u]
[&&]
thanxx 4 makin me feel hella ugly
[&&]
thanxx 4 bringin my esteem d0wn
[&&]
thanxx 4 lettin me kn0w [u] w0uld neva l♥ve me
[&&]
m0st imp0rtantly thanxx 4 makin me da str0ng blaq female i am 2day[!]

pretty much thinkin
[u] were a BITCH 2 me s0 sum1 else c0uld treat me right
[&&]
[u] treated me like i wasnt shit s0 sum1 else c0uld sh0w me h0w a PRINCESSz isz supp0sed 2 b treated
[&&]
[u] made me feel ugly s0 sum1 else c0uld sh0w me h0w BEAUTIFUL i actually am
[&&]
[u] br0ught my esteem d0wn s0 sum1 else c0uld h0ld my head up s0 high
[&&] teach me neva 2 let any1 else bring it d0wn
[&&]
[u] didn`t l♥ve me n0t bcuz i wasnt g00d enuff 4 [u] but bcuz u knew i c0uld replace [u] n a hawt sec0nd
[&&]
i am str0ng n0t bcuz 0f wat [u] did 2 me but bcuz 0f wat i all0wed [u] 2 d0 [&&] wat i b0unced baq fr0m;)

yuppersz shawty pretty much feelin like she deff da fuckin deal;)

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