disz l0ve thing

pretty much ur kinda a big deal right n0w[!] havent been up at 2 n da m0rnin c0nstantly thinkin 0f sum1 in a hell 0f a l0ng time-->>[feel special bitch] lmfa0
s0 much i can say ab0ut u pretty much feelin like i c0uld sit here [&&] write a wh0le muthafuckin r0mance n0vel 0n da way i feel ab0ut u [&&] da way i believe u care ab0ut me [&&] h0w we c0uld b super perfect 4 each 0tha[!]
s0rta thinkin im n l♥ve yea i kn0w i been d0wn disz r0ad b4 s0 im kinda skeptical ab0ut y am i feelin disz way again wen all l♥ve hasz d0ne 4 me n da past wasz use me [&&] treat me like shit [&&] thr0w me away 4 da next f00l 2 find[.] itsz jusz like everythin ab0ut u isz perfect da way u c0mplete me [&&] da way u r everythin im n0t [&&] da way u make me smile wen im hella angry [&&] da way u make me BEAUTIFUL while t0 every1 else i wasz jusz simply sexy[!] but h0w can i b fallin 4 u wen we jusz met a few m0nthsz ag0 c0uld disz b lust [&&] desire 0r c0uld disz truly b da real deal disz time ar0und[?]
n0t t00 sure but wateva da answer isz i jusz wish i hurry [&&] figure it 0ut cuz all these l0ng nitesz arent quite g00d 4 my beauty l0l
it pretty much g0esz like yesz i`ve l♥ved b4 but neva ne thing c0mpared 2 disz neva felt like i wanted 2 give sum1 all 0f me
my ♥ [&&] l♥ve [&&] mind [&&] spirit [&&] BODY[!] yuppersz shawty u kinda g0t me thinkin da unthinkable[.] neva had quite a str0ng feelin like disz b4 must admit it keepsz me smilin but 0n da 0tha hand it als0 keepsz my ♥ 0n l0ck cuz 0f da previ0usz jerksz dat wasz lucky enuff 4 me 2 even care ab0ut dem[!]
while pretty much gettin tired 0f hearin me talk ab0ut u 2 myself [&&] friendsz [&&] mizz [&&] m0st imp0rtantly my sissy-->>[r0bin] [&&] br0ham<<--[lil bam] theresz simply sumthin special b0ut u if ur name made it 2 da earsz 0f my br0ham[!] well besidesz da fact dat u guysz r best friendsz lmfa0 shit isz quite simple 0n h0w i feel ab0ut u wen i c u i smile [&&] wen i hear ur v0ice i get weak [&&] butterfliesz c0nsume my entire st0mach area[&&] hell wen ur name isz menti0n i fuckin gl0w[!] yea b0y ur pretty much a big deal;) sum ppl kinda say wat w0uld i want wit u but n01 besidesz usz really understandsz da c0nnecti0n dat we have wit 1 an0tha like da smallest thingsz mean da m0st 2 me[!] jusz wishin 4 jusz 1 sec0nd 0ut 0f da day u w0uld get 0ff my mind but u neva d0 ur alwaysz there like a fuckin migrane lma0 if 0nly u knew i really felt disz way b0ut u i guessz u w0uld understand y i d0nt want u ar0und 0tha girlsz d0nt want dem wh0resz claimin ne thing datsz n0t theirsz-->>[&& tekinally n0t mine] lma0
but trust me wen i say it im w0rkin at it[!]
well da cl0ck isz busy tickin [&&] i feel like i c0uld write 4eva ab0ut usz but i cant have s0 much 2 d0 2m0rr0w[.] pr0lly trynna c u [&&] shit sm0key la bear lma0
guessz im endin disz wit a i truly l0ve u kb[!!]

The Kissz

disz p0em wasz writin by a very talent p0et named-->>[Martini]


"we st00d n da d00rway

hisz handsz 0n my waist

da cl0ck tickin l0udly

alm0st n haste[.]



he m0ved n cl0ser

hisz eyesz l0cked n mine

i l0ng 4 hisz kissz

4 jusz a m0ment n time[.]



hisz lipsz meet mine

[&&] i feel da sensati0n

n0 l0nga must i wait

2 give n2 da sweet temptati0n



my kneesz g0 weak

my palmsz bec0me sweaty

i g0 baq 2 dat place

i have been s0 many timesz already



da w0rld disappearsz

all datsz left isz him [&&] i

[&&] asz we pull away

i feel asz th0ugh i c0uld fly"

pretty much yuppersz disz p0em kinda describesz 0ur situati0n ur kissesz sensz me 0n a natural high [&&] have a shawty feelin like she can fly l0l

s0 ready 2 say i l♥ve u but d0nt wanna
rush thingsz [&&] make usz strange between usz[!]

2008

itsz 0nly da 14^th day n da year 0f 2008 but yet i can ask already can disz yr get any m0re c0mplicated[!] where sh0uld i start theresz s0 much 2 say but s0 little space [&&] time at da m0ment[.]

1-->>[family]<<--pretty much dey r wh0 dey r [&&] i guessz u can say i`ve learned 2 l♥ve [&&] deal wit em hell i really d0nt have a ch0ice[!] grandp0p [&&] my br0ham r still da m0st imp0rtant malesz n my life [&&] pretty much da way shit isz g0in i d0nt c dat changin ne time s00n[.] s0 kinda learned 2 deal wit dat;)
diggy [&&] zaski r still my fav cuzz0sz yup thinkin im rawqin 0ut wit dem 2 til da death date but i l♥ve it[!]
grandma isz still grandma mean bitchy fun and fav0rtistic but fuck it life deff m0vesz 0n
m0m w0w i guessz u can say shesz pretty much been da same pers0n she hasz alwaysz been my wh0le life-->>fun, immature, arr0gant, ann0yin, irkin, l♥vin, givin, silly, drunky, rapper [&&] at 1 p0int n life i kinda wished i had a diff m0m but den wen i had time 2 sit baq [&&] think h0w she hasz alwaysz been there 4 me thru everythin judgin me 0nce 0r twice but neva leavin my side thru0ut it all[.] kinda wished there wasz enuff w0rdsz i c0uld say 2 her 2 tell her h0w much i appreciate [&&] fuckin l♥ve her but theresz n0t s0 i d0nt b0ther l0l
sistasz-->>shay [&&] r0bby [&&] niyah [&&] ravy
been ridin wit these chicksz my wh0le life we been s0 much but if i had a ch0ice 2 d0 it all 0va again wit n0 regretsz i deff w0uld
l00k at it asz everythin we have been thru 2getha have br0ught usz s0 much cl0ser 2getha [&&] made 0ur relati0nship hella str0nger[!]
deff l♥ve dem bitchesz m0re den i l♥ve my muthafuckin self;)
friendsz-->>Naisha Savage end 0f st0ry n0t 1 pers0n besidesz her have really pr0ved 2 me dat n0 matter wat decisi0nsz i make n life dey`ll alwaysz b beside me supp0rtin me if dey disagree 0r n0t[.] theref0re i guessz im standin by her side even if her lil sh0rt assz d0 get 0n my nervesz 99.9999999% 0f da damn time l0l
kinda thinkin 2 myself asz im writin disz dat naj have n0 idea h0w much 0ur friendship really meansz 2 me i kn0w sumtimesz i may pretend 2 n0t care but i have neva had a friend like her n my wh0le entire life [&&] i really l♥ve her 4 everythin we have been thru 2getha[.]
msz. pam-->>[naj mizz] yuppersz pretty much l♥ve disz w0man like she wasz my 0wn;) she hasz d0ne s0 much 4 me n da little time dat i have g0tten 2 kn0w her but it seemsz like i have kn0wn her f0reva;) she kn0wsz jusz h0w 2 make me feel super special espically wen she saysz thingsz like im smart l0l [&&] 0f c0urse wen she say im super bad lmfa0[!] naw but 0n sum real stuff msz.pam if u eva get 2 c disz-->>[h0pefully she d0nt NAJ] l0l jusz kn0w dat i l♥ve u shawty;)
relati0nshipsz-->>ugh dey kinda r da last thing fr0m my mind at disz m0ment[.] Been thru 2 much [&&] at disz time [&&] peri0d n life im jusz thr0win l♥ve 0ut da wind0w [&&] livin life like itsz fuckin g0lden partyin mad harder den eva b4, me stressin huh yea neva da fuckin case disz year;) smilin [&&] laughin isz my best friend f0r "2008" i refuse 2 let ne bitch n0r nigga bring a fr0wn 2 disz BEAUTIFUL face;)
b0ysz suck hard [n0 h0m0]-->>Marky m0stly he hasz kinda shut my mind d0wn fr0m b0ysz s0 pretty much yea d0nt think datsz happenin[!]
alth0ugh there isz a b0y<<--k0rnbread dat kinda hasz my attenti0n m0re den da rest guessz u can say im n denial ab0ut likin him 2 0tha ppl wen dey ask but i kn0w dat deep d0wn n my ♥ everytime i c him smile 0r i c hisz face 0r hear hisz name a smile simply cr0ssesz my face [&&] my ♥ beginsz 2 race super fast[!]
sum ppl w0uld call it l♥ve i jusz say right guy wr0ng time;( kinda fucked cuz i really think im fallin 4 him [&&] hesz liable 2 catch me 0nly pr0blem isz i wanna catch myself i d0nt want him 2 but i think kn0w he will if da chance wasz ever given[!]
girlsz r da w0rse-->>drea disz [fe]male have put me thru s0 much these last 2 damn near 3 yrsz sumthingsz i l♥ved [&&] 0thersz i fuckin regret wished happened diff[!] there will alwaysz b apart 0f my ♥ dat l♥vesz her but will neva c usz bein 1 again[.] pretty much g00d wit me im still fuckin survivin wit a smile;)
yuppersz shawty if i neva admit it again i still g0t crazy l♥ve 4 u child[!]
next subject lmfa0
sk00l-->>yuppersz end 0f dat shit lma0
guessz disz isz a rap 4 disz until next time bl0gger g00d night l0l