judgement day

judgement day got me kinda wonderin
how am i 2 survive without u.?
sick of fallin 4 ppl dat continue
2 walk right out my life asz soon as
dey walk n disz shxt
l♥ve u more den i have eva
l♥ved ne1 n da past.!
u mean so much 2 me itsz beginning
2 get freakin scary ;-)
wen im not wit u da only thing dat goesz
thru my mind isz bein wit u.!
first thought n my mind wen i wake ↑ isz
KARL
last thought b4 i close my eyesz 4 da nite isz
KORNBREAD.!
da thought of u goin away from me
isz killin me slowly ;-( kinda wonderin
y would ne1 want 2 c me n disz type
of pain.! ugh don`t know wat i did
2 deserve ne of disz but damn i
wish i could take it baq.!
jusz know dat wen i promised i wasz neva goin
2 give ↑ on usz or walk away
from wat i worked so hard 2 accomplish
i fxckin meant dat shxt.!
therefore i`m willin 2 make disz work && hold on asz
long asz were both holdin on 2getha.!
fxck da distance
&&
da circumstancesz of usz seein 1 anotha everyday
i know long asz ur still mine im gonna 4eva b ursz.!
ugh i l♥ve u and datsz real ;-)



p♥s♥ ;
i so l♥ve disz flicker of usz
kinda weird but itsz sumthin out
of a magazine ;-)

COMPLETE

came 2 da conclusion dat
if disz isnt l♥ve den
itsz deff da 2^nd best thing
dat disz world hasz eva seen :-)

although were not perfect
we kinda imperfectly fit 2getha
through da insecuritiesz
&&
da trust issuesz
&&
da accusin u still find it n u
2 sumhow l♥ve me.!

sumtimesz i catch myself thinkin y me.?
out of all da girlsz u can b wit dat will trust u
&&
not accuse u of ne thing y wont u jusz b wit 1 of dem
but den i start 2 think dey dont deserve u ne way like i do [lol]

i dont believe no1 n disz world can understand da
feelingsz i have 4 u most of da damn time i dont
think u understand ya damn self
&&
u alwaysz say dat u l♥ve me more but on sum
shxt u realli dont at all.! da l♥ve i have 4 my brotha
isz fxckin crazy
&&
i told showed u dat i kinda share dat
same kinda l♥ve 4 ya bxtch assz [lol]

u have taken me 2 da point of no return i dont believe
im eva goin 2 recover from ya l♥ve
&&
im not sure if i even want 2 get betta :-)

bein ya girlfriend isz da best feelin n da world
u alwaysz make me happy
smilesz r neva endin
&&
laughsz r 4eva occurin.!
yea u make me mad sumtimesz but hey u easily take da madnessz away

B.J u came
&&
made my world a betta place
&&
i l♥ve u so much 4 dat.!