need u bad as a ♥beat

been away from u for 4 days; but really
been u really been away from me 4 3 weeks &nd 3 days
i`m missin ya silly ass like crazy
seein u on Wednesday made me da happiest
i`ve eva been since u been away!
each time i get 1 of the letters that you write me
i get so happy &nd excited
yea i might cry but at da end of
da day i`ll still b smilin &nd happy.


babe i wish u could fully understand
how much it is dat i really do love u
&nd miss u like crazy!
i`m not used 2 bein away from u dis long but i
know n due time everythin will work out &nd b
4 da best.

u &nd our child is da only main
reasons dat i have been holdin on without u
4 as long as i have been.
i know u say don`t let dis shxt stress me out
but at da end of da day i can`t fxckin help it;
especially when it seem's like u can go for
days without hearin my voice;
although it may not b true i still don't talk
2 u as much as i would like 2 &nd dat
shxt kills da hell outta me;
mentally; physically; &nd spirtually!


2day i wrote u a llllllllloooonnnnnggggg ass letter expressin my feelings
on everythin dat u wanted 2 know my opinion on

i actualy wrote u more den 1 letter;
i sent u 3 pics also
i hope it makes u happy &nd not talk
all nsane 4 a few days.


i`m tryin 2 cum c u on wednesday;
can't really wait but like last week i refuse 2
get my hopes all up &nd get excited
4 sumthin dat may or may not cum true


babe i promise on everythin dat i love all u have 2 do is keep
prayin everyday &nd neva give up hope
&nd trust me wen i say it Allah will answer all of our prayers!

i know u ask me 2 pray 4 u but i`m prolli
da 1 dat needs prayin da most!!!




karl j. i love u babe