&+
if dis is life i want out
as of rite now!
want no parts of dis shxt
guess da sayin is true born by yaself
therefore die by yaself!
feel like da biggest fool n da world rite bout now
dont eva trust ppl so i dont know how i fell
4 all ya bullshxt!
should have knew u wasnt who u said u were
or who u pretended u were simply bcuz ur a boy
neva trusted a single male besides my grandpop &+ lil brotha my whole life dont know
how u managed 2 pull dis 1 off
u got me good though!
always felt like n a world of millions of ppl i was destined 2 b alone
but stopped believin n da wen u came around; u made me think diff
but now i c ur all 4 urself! fxck it has always been ya attitude dont
know y i neva paid it ne mind
dont wanna put u n da boat as every otha person n da world but it
seems as though ur swimmin towards dat way; want da current 2 wash u away from
it but its like its help pushin u dat way
dont know wat 2 do ne more give up or try harder but its like i have come
2 da point where its like wateva happens from here on out jus happens
no more tryin if ur not
&+
no more givin up if u dont
n da most confused state of mind possible;
thought we were on da same page bout everythin
found out 2day dat were not even n da same book!
wateva i want for us u want totally diff!
yea i can raise a child by myself hell i saw it done damn near my whole life;
but da problem is i dont want 2 do dat; i didnt make a child
by myself therefore y should i have 2 handle all da
responsibilites of raisin 1 by myself?
den again anotha part of me is sayin hey kill it who cares
i know wat its like 2 not have a father growin
up always feelin like ur missin da main part of y ur here!
&+ i dont wanna have 2 do dat 2 my child!!
shocked
&+
hurt
&+
lost
&+
feelin like i wanna crawl up n2 a ball
&+
die r jus sum of da emotions dat im feelin rite now
damn i cant believe i really trusted u 2 neva hurt me
&+
believed u wen u said u wouldnt!
lost all my pride
&+
dignity da moment i turned around
&+
u jus let me walk away!
always said if sumbody was foolish enuff 2 let
me walk away den i would b smart enuff 2 let dem da fxck go
but i cant do dat wit u
i really truly love u
&+
i jus wish u could understand dat
&+
possibly try 2 love me baq
neva cried dis much
&+
dis hard a day n my life
whole entire life crumbled da minute u said
do wateva it is i wanna do
thought we were n dis 2getha came 2 realize im all i really got
neva trustin anotha!!
-little boy ur all i got
dont u leave me standin here
if dis is life i want out
as of rite now!
want no parts of dis shxt
guess da sayin is true born by yaself
therefore die by yaself!
feel like da biggest fool n da world rite bout now
dont eva trust ppl so i dont know how i fell
4 all ya bullshxt!
should have knew u wasnt who u said u were
or who u pretended u were simply bcuz ur a boy
neva trusted a single male besides my grandpop &+ lil brotha my whole life dont know
how u managed 2 pull dis 1 off
u got me good though!
always felt like n a world of millions of ppl i was destined 2 b alone
but stopped believin n da wen u came around; u made me think diff
but now i c ur all 4 urself! fxck it has always been ya attitude dont
know y i neva paid it ne mind
dont wanna put u n da boat as every otha person n da world but it
seems as though ur swimmin towards dat way; want da current 2 wash u away from
it but its like its help pushin u dat way
dont know wat 2 do ne more give up or try harder but its like i have come
2 da point where its like wateva happens from here on out jus happens
no more tryin if ur not
&+
no more givin up if u dont
n da most confused state of mind possible;
thought we were on da same page bout everythin
found out 2day dat were not even n da same book!
wateva i want for us u want totally diff!
yea i can raise a child by myself hell i saw it done damn near my whole life;
but da problem is i dont want 2 do dat; i didnt make a child
by myself therefore y should i have 2 handle all da
responsibilites of raisin 1 by myself?
den again anotha part of me is sayin hey kill it who cares
i know wat its like 2 not have a father growin
up always feelin like ur missin da main part of y ur here!
&+ i dont wanna have 2 do dat 2 my child!!
shocked
&+
hurt
&+
lost
&+
feelin like i wanna crawl up n2 a ball
&+
die r jus sum of da emotions dat im feelin rite now
damn i cant believe i really trusted u 2 neva hurt me
&+
believed u wen u said u wouldnt!
lost all my pride
&+
dignity da moment i turned around
&+
u jus let me walk away!
always said if sumbody was foolish enuff 2 let
me walk away den i would b smart enuff 2 let dem da fxck go
but i cant do dat wit u
i really truly love u
&+
i jus wish u could understand dat
&+
possibly try 2 love me baq
neva cried dis much
&+
dis hard a day n my life
whole entire life crumbled da minute u said
do wateva it is i wanna do
thought we were n dis 2getha came 2 realize im all i really got
neva trustin anotha!!
-little boy ur all i got
dont u leave me standin here
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