a [major] obstacle

damn seemsz like everytime u think
ur d0`n sumthin rite it alwaysz
baqfire 0n ya assz 2 put u 10 stepsz
behind yaself 0nce again
seemsz like a neva end`n fcuk`n nitemare if u
ask me itsz like im s0 l0w dat usually da 0nly
place 2 g0 isz ↑ but seemsz like sum1 hasz
0tha plansz 4 me cuz i 0nly keep gett`n l0wer n l0wer[.]
2 b h0nest im kinda sick 0f da
bullshit i keep gett`n n2[.]
n da baq 0f my mind i said 2008 isz g0nna b my year
im g0nna graduate high sk00l
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party hard 4 da summer
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g0 2 c0llege
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maybe jusz maybe get a lil j0b but seemsz
like g0d had sumthin else n mind 4 me[.]
sumthin w0rse den i eva imagined c0uld eva b available 2 me
dey say g0d 0nly thr0wsz thingsz ya way dat he kn0w u can handle
but wat if itsz n0t like dat disz time
wat am i supp0sed 2 d0 if disz isz my last strike
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i jusz feel menti0nally
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emti0nally
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physically 2 tired 2 keep pick`n myself
baq ↑ everytime i fall d0wn[!]
y can`t i jusz b happy wit life all ar0und n0t jusz 1 0r 2 thingsz but everythin n life b PERFECT

i kn0w dey say nuff`n n life isz alwaysz perfect but y can`t i b dat
1 excepti0n 2 da rule
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change all dat[?]
kinda think`n wit a big eg0 rite n0w but damn if i d0n`t den i`ll jusz b d0wn n 0ut n
i b damned if dat b me[!] neva have been
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neva da hell w0uld b[!!]

well guessz im b0ut 2 finish sk00l sh0pp`n
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l00k`n 4 dat rite sk00l
s0 until sumthin amaz`n happensz i guessz disz isz it 4 n0w;)